You take hold of my entire being
I fall victim to your prey
What you have to offer is enticing
I have no self-control
I want to break free
I try and try
until I am spent
Fighting you no longer seems possible
So I give in.
And soon the darkness comes
The familiar
the tears
the fear
the anxiety
Sadness envelopes me
and you are pleased
Depression, my monster, has returned.
**I'm not having another "episode". I'm just feeling a little "blah" and this is one way I deal with my "blah-ness"**
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6 comments:
These words can relate to so many things that afflict us in our lives. I wish you well.
It is a beautiful way to deal with blahness. :)
*Hugs*
Well written, girl. Thanks for sharing, Yvonne! :-)
Oh, I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling "blah". I don't want you to feel that way. You bring so much joy to others. Depression isn't easy to understand, I know. I hope you feel better soon. :)
S- Yes they can! Thank you!
FV- Aww, thanks! I needed a hug!
Jennifer- Wow, thank you!
Kelley - Thanks so much! I'm actually feeling a lot better today. It comes and goes. You cracked me up today btw! ;)
This poem could relate to so many things. Thanks for sharing. You are truly talented with the prose! Hope the blahs leave soon and don't get worse.
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