Indulgence

...bottle of wine almost empty.
music playing in the background
and i'm sitting on my sofa, alone.
thinking about you.

it's been a while . a long while since i've done it.
sigh.

don't know what triggered it.

just did.

you're everywhere.
if i close my eyes i see you.

smiling.

mouth.

lips.

kisses.

words.

so many.

i take in the last drop of wine.

savoring it.

breathing it.

almost as if you are here.

tomorrow all will be normal again.

but just for tonight,
just for a little bit,

i'm going to let my mind and my heart
have their way.