hi kids. it's been a while. when last we met, i was just taking in some really bad news, dealing with the usual "as yvonne's world turns" stuff and trying to keep my head above water. eh, all that stuff is still there but my emotional state is a lot more tolerable now. sometimes you just have to disconnect, you know?
so christmas is right around the corner. last minute scurrying about, chaos at the malls, gift idea dilemmas and lots of parties to go to. that's what the last few weeks have been like for me. how about you? is the holiday rush too much for you to bear? do you wish you could hide in a cave until january 1st? haha, sometimes i do.
not gonna lie, december always depresses me. don't get me wrong, i love christmas and all that goes with it. but what depresses me is that the year is coming to an end. and that usually scares me and excites me at the same time. i'm sad for what is ending and for what i didn't accomplish in the year or perhaps for what i did accomplish. know what i mean? it's okay if you don't. sometimes i don't get what i'm saying either. it happens. but the end of the year also excites me and gives me hope for the new. for what is to come and for what i have yet to do. and i'm always hopeful for good things to happen to me, to my loved ones, to my blogger friends. always hopeful.
one thing is for sure, my heart is full of love. it's so full it's spilling over. even the haters, i love them too. someone has to.
so what do you hope santa brings to you this year? hope you've been good. he's watching you know.
if i don't delete this post, and you get through it and even leave a comment, i thank you for sticking it out. i'll write something more palatable in a few days. before christmas for sure.
until then, here's a happy for you!