i've been doing a lot of self-reflection, an inventory of my life, if you will. i'm 48, single, no children, not even a pet, in a pretty cool job but incredibly unhappy. what is wrong with this picture? all i know is that 2015 is not going down like that for me. i am going to finish mournng the loss of a beautiful friendship and love. i'm going to start living again because really, the alternative is just not what i want right now. not for a long time. i have many projects that need to be completed and i am going to spend time healing my spirit. writing, will play a major part with that.
so i'm getting a little excited about things again. and soon, when i smile, it won't feel forced. because if you know me, you know i've never "forced" a smile in my life. until now.
love and light to all of you. and come back soon, i'll write something more palatable for you. i promise.