You take hold of my entire being
I fall victim to your prey
What you have to offer is enticing
I have no self-control
I want to break free
I try and try
until I am spent
Fighting you no longer seems possible
So I give in.
And soon the darkness comes
Sadness envelopes me
and you are pleased
Depression, my monster, has returned.
**I'm not having another "episode". I'm just feeling a little "blah" and this is one way I deal with my "blah-ness"**