...or if you're like my friend Alex, S-E-X! I'm inclined to agree with him, but since the rations in "reserves" have been exhausted, I'm stuck with wine. Mental note to be on the hunt for my "fall back" guy. I used to have one and one on reserve. You know, in case the first one was not available. What? It's a dog eat dog world out there for us single women. Can you blame me??? Enough. Ok, so here I am, on my second glass of wine, after a long, exhausting and draining day at work. I'm sleeping like a baby tonight for sure! Apologies for my incessant rambling and being all over the place, but I'm really tired and have a lot on my mind. I won't bore you with those things right now. I'm saving that for another post. Heh. For this post, I want to discuss my dreams. No, not the ones that you aspire, but the ones that take over you mind when you're asleep. Lately, well for the past three weeks to be exact. I have been having recurring dreams. Not the same one each time, but the same "theme", i.e. engaging in sex. Lots of sex. The dreams vary, sometimes I'm in bed with my "alleged" boyfriend. Sometimes we're in the backseat of a car. Sometimes in an elevator and oh yeah, a movie theater. Ha! Are you laughing yet? I am. The dreams seem so real. I can see the person I'm with and it's never anyone that I know. It is always my boyfriend though. How do I know this? Because he and I talk during our sexcapades. He tells me he loves me and I tell him the same thing. And afterwards (yes, some of the dreams have "cuddling" sessions) we just lay together and...talk. Then I wake up. WTF???
What do you think it means? I'm baffled. I googled it because doesn't everyone? But that was of no use to me. It just said that I am exploring my inhibitions. Um, okay...
So does it mean that I'm secretly longing for tons and tons of sex? Hmm... It HAS been a while since my last sexcapade. And I already know I'm a sexual person. There's only been one person that I have literally frozen with and just lay there. And that was because I was so self-conscious of my body and my ahem, skills. He was this totally hot and sexy man that I happened to fall in love with. He was my "bad boy". Sigh, anyway, other than HIM, I do just fine, thank you! I told my friend Alex about this and he thinks it's my body telling me "it's time to get down and dirty" Yeah he really said that. He's a man. My friend Francesca thinks I'm "yearning" for someone to love. As in a boyfreind. Bleh. I just think I'm sexually frustrated is all.
I'm interested in hearing what your theories are.
Well kids, it's been fun but I'm out of wine and very sleepy.