sometimes, i cry out loud
the pain is so intense
no matter what i do
no matter how much
i try, it's never enough
you are exhausting
you drain my emotions
i am left spent
you take
and you take
and leave me empty
loving you is easy
it's what happens after
that causes my angst
you are oblivious
clueless of the consequences
that your selfishness causes
your words
your actions
your indifference
cut deeper
than any knife ever could
and yet
i love you
all of you
how much longer?
2 comments:
This is really good!! I can totally relate and have so been there.
You'll have your fill of emptiness and sadness. You will reach a point where you won't feel the need to keep giving in to his whims and realize you matter. When that time comes, I will be first in line to high five you. Until then, I am here for you!!
This is good... now read it again! Out loud. And then one more time! Out loud!
love ya, amiga!!
Steph- Thank you! I'm trying. It's a process, really. Ha! I'm reading it!!!!
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