Wednesday, February 23, 2011

A Kind of Poem And Some Thoughts

I'm just a girl
who wants to love
and be loved.

 
Loneliness
be gone!
You're not welcome here anymore.
You have worn out your welcome
and it's time for you to go.
_____________________________
Wouldn't it be awesome to get rid of bad feelings just like that?  Think about it? We'd never be sick or sad, or angry.  We would only be what we wanted to be.  Sounds kind of promising but it has too many holes in it to actually work.  For starters, if we all walked around in the same state of mind, then we'd be robotic don't you think? And kind of Stepford Wives-ish.  Apologies for my spastic dribble.  I'm just not feeling it tonight.  My mind is everywhere and nowhere.  I hesitate to say I'm feeling "blue" or a little sad, because that's not entirely true.  Nothing has happened to make me feel this way.  It's just, it's just me.  Sigh.  Sometimes I give in to these emotions.  I allow myself some time to grieve or laugh or scream or cry and then I let it go.  And my neurotic, crazy, happy, lovable self, returns.  It's kind of like purging no? :)

Happy Wednesday night friends!  I hope your "hump" day was beautiful.

7 comments:

Belle said...

Maybe you are right, Yvonne. I am in the process of trying to get rid of, ignore or squash all my negative feelings. Maybe it is being robotic, maybe it is denying myself of how I feel. I really don't know.
My problem was feeling continually sad because of my thoughts.

David Batista said...

This happens to the best of us, this "blah" state of mind. I stubbornly refuse to let it get the best of me when it happens, and just grit my teeth until I remember how to be happy again. Sometimes it's good to distract yourself with other matters. Preferably something that brings joy to your life . . . even if it's something simple like a favorite old movie you've seen dozens of times before.

For me, my "happy" movie is Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle. Don't ask. But it's so funny that I can't help but laugh each time. Afterwards, my problems don't seem all that pressing anymore. :)

Yvonne said...

Belle - Aww, do something fun for yourself! And laugh! A LOT!!! ;)

David - Yes, we all go through those "blah" moments, don't we? I think it's just so we can be reminded that we are not a machine! lol Harold and Kumar??? Muahahahahahaha! I'm not saying a word. But it's true, a good movie always makes things better!

G said...

I always kind of enjoy my more melancholic moods... they're just a phase that passes and I take the opportunity to be a little introspective

The Adorkable Ditz said...

I was in the same mood pretty much all of today except when this one guy in my Chem class kept bugging me and he wasn't even my partner. I told him the same thing three times!

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Yvonne said...

G- that's true. sometimes these moods are needed to take a step back and reflect.

Ditzy- Ugh! I used to have one of those when I was in school! So annoying! lol

♥ The Lyrical Designer ♥ said...

i had a buggy day too. i saw cute guy again, all bundled up and cute looking...and the girl swooning over him. Bleh