Sunday, November 14, 2010

Only in My Dreams...

Last night I had a dream about my first love. I met him when I was 19 years old, a sophomore in college. He was 24 years old. I fell head over heels in love! We became instant friends. Four years after we met, he married someone else. I even went to his wedding. I haven't spoken or seen him in almost 12 years! I don't know why I dreamed about him last night. The dream was so weird too! I thought about him all day. He was everything to me. And oh how I loved him! He was so polite, so charming, so intelligent. He raised the bar so high for the men I encountered after him that for a long time, no one could reach it. I always compared them to him. The thing I loved most about him (well besides how sexy he was)was how safe he made me feel when I was with him. How protected and loved I was. And how much he made me laugh! We would laugh all the time. We had fun.

I'll always hold M. dear to my heart. Sometimes, weird dreams aren't that bad.

5 comments:

Cinderita said...

I love this. And you know that my first love has just come back into my life? And he's single now...as am I...it really is true what they say. it never really does go away...Thanks for sharing this. xx

Shady Del Knight said...

Most of the dreams that I have are about people and places from decades ago. It's as if I'm trying to take care of unfinished business or afford myself a "do-over," a chance to right some of the wrongs I've done to people that were close to me, including my first wife.

Belle said...

I dream I am with movie stars. (Hello Harrison Ford!) I think this means I'm an easy lay.

Shady Del Knight said...

BELLE UNRUH!!! Hush your mouth! (LOL)

Yvonne said...

Belle - lmao! it's always the quiet ones!