Realization

Sometimes I need a cheerleader on my side. Rooting for me.
I can't always be the one rooting everyone one else on.
And yet,
I always am.
So tiring at times.

I try to change,
but can't. I can only be the person I am and nothing less.
I suppose expectations of others gets me in this state more times than not.
Disappointment sucks.

But life goes on.